Look With Your Eyes Shut

While pondering on my eye infection - believe me, I never had one til last night - I resolved to ponder in writing.
Actually, I woke up around 3 in the morning, with my eyes shut.
Felt like super glue.

I don´t know how you guys are, but in my case, it triggered a lot of introspection.
After all, where the heck are you going to look with your eyes shut?

Inside, that´s where.

No mirrors, no voices from anyone bugging your ass.
There´s stillness and my amusing self - acceptance I have learned to love.

My son is biting everyone and everything ^^ (kind of looks familiar sometimes)
I am having a divorce
Also moving out
The really fascinating side is, that I am actually having a peaceful divorce,
which I am really greatful for.

There are phases in your life
(one of my aunts laughed at this, considering I was being too philosophical for my age)
when you learn.
Then you move on and enter a kind of shifting space and go to the next level.

Nobody has a looking glass or a crystal ball (and those who have, don´t really share that skill ;) easily) to actually KNOW what it going to happen.
What I can say: be true to yourself.
When the moment comes to grab the raging bull by the horns, GRAB THEM and HOLD ON.

Trust me: it BEATS being stampeeded over...
do your OWN kind of thing and be original.

Even more, go find your bull. Sit on its head, I really don´t care only get a hold of that sucker.
Be bold and do it.

It´s there, inside.
and when you

look with your eyes shut

you will find that it´s easier than you thought.


For those interested in learning:
I can warmly recommend the deeply resourceful book of my wonderful friend,
Cristina Andersson: "The Winning Helix" see Amazon for more info
http://www.amazon.de/Winning-Helix-Learning-Manifesting-Potential/dp/0976968924/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books-intl-de&qid=1270815484&sr=8-1

Lots of hugs.

Alma